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The following are collections of poetry,(by me) pictures, dark quotes, Philosophy of the Satanists, Christians, The Apocalypse ( I love the sound of that. It's just a really cool word) and what you do with the prisoners off the street and from the war...
Works of my writing...(these are not in perfect shape. Needs spelling corections and such) <not alot either : ( > :
Shunned by the light. Converted by fear. Helpless in the dark's dusk gloom. Not feeling pain, but knowing it's there. Nothing makes sense anymore. I have ceased to search for answers, for there will always be a question that has none. A dead end, a pointless journey as I've found now the meaninglessness of life. I hope soon this will all be over, but what then? -A question with no appropriate answer. I look not. I care not. We shall all die. That is inevitable. Do you have fear of death? It happens wether you like it or not. Do you question the end? You won't find an answer. Wait, and you will see, or you might not. I do not know. Nor do I want to know while living. Nor should you for if you knew the end everything of our nothingness would become clear and thus become even more hazy with questions beyond that that would make one go insaine. So I wait. I wait with tand by myselft. No idea where of when. I know not why I write this other than the fact that I have nothing left to occupy my mind and keep it centered on a questionable state of absentness. I'd rather wither away slowly than have to fear death.
I have salvaged no strength from my dark corner of the world. Damn the illusion of redemption and the hopes that held me here. I feel broken and shattered from my jouney of fear and teh train of horror that has crushed and desolated my soul. I have been left to die in a rotting body as my soul drifts amilessly searching for it's temproy mortal body. As I wait for the end, of which I know not of, I ponder why, then I ponder not why. Left at the end, gone.
There I sat on the highes peak of Mount *Areat, whtching, slowly watching the perfect sphere of light descend from the heavens. I had never looked at the sunset like I did this night, for this night was different than others.
So beautiful, so peaceful, so filled with radiance. I could still feel it's warmth upon my face as I sat tasting the mountains fresh, revivicating air. As the snow flew gently to the ground I started to ponder...
What a life, so meaningless. Sometimes it feels complete but more than less it feels as thou I have done nothing to aid myself or others. Why live? Why not live? You win or lose either way. It's in your mind that makes the choice if you have won or lost. I believe that I lost in this life. I didn't fulfill my goals and idn't prevent the future and the wrath that it brings. However, the same does not go for you that listen. Follow a path that whihc fits your souls desires and you will find eternal peace. If not, eternal damnation with yoru choice. I was forced to a postion of Guardian that was assigned to me by a spirit that i cannot define, an essence that hovers about us every moment. I have failed, and oonly you can live on. With my wourds of advice and sovereignty I pray you live not to be like me. Mabe my pupose in this life was not to fulfill my souls desires but to aid you others that know not the way in which you must go. Then again, that just might be my souls desire....
The great ball fo fire was nearly gone now. It was but a speck of hope in my heart. But I held onto that speck, in hopes of hope itself. I have learned in this short lived life that fear knows me, but I know not frear. Foolish are the frealess, but only so speack the fearful. I believe that when you come upon something that upsets your mind one would belive that it is "fearful" and only overcome with time. So fear is derived fromt self. And thus, is deminished by self. To fear thyself is to be truly foolish.
I have come this far, only to fail now but I hope not for you to do the same. Maybe I haven't failed. Myabe this was my duty as well as my fate. I do not know whether I have lived accordingly. But I do know this: Life seems like a long dark passage way at some points, but you must look past that and see the glimmer of light protruding throught the darkness. i have never seen this speck of light of which I speak, but I know it's htere. I wish I had seen it before now.
I stood up, brushing off the snow that covered my skmipy claks, and walked to the edge of the peak and was silent for a while until I spoke to the oncoming darkness, fulfilling my duty to humanity:
"I will strtch out my hand agains thtose who dare anger me and lay down upon them great vengeance and colossal wrath. I shall destroy and shatter their souls leaving them in brutal and utter chaos. Nothing shall svae their souls from my fury and nothing will comfort the sorrows they hold. None shall mourn for thier painful death taht they have well deserved. All that oppose and undermine me will suffer in eternal undying flames from the dark abyss. They will find no rest within me as I caome crushing down upon them with an eternal justified punishement from their wicked acts. They will find no peace nor escape fromt he imprisonment which I will cast upon them. I will invoke them with horrid vengeance and frfurious anger, and they will know that I am the Garudian, when I crush and desolate them with my tainted touch of death. Only then will they know that their life has come to an end. And thus to all that dare listen, beware.....
This was but aminor threat to whom I was speaking. They took no heed to my words of damnation. This accomplished nothing but the feeling in my soul that I had done something right. Something that put me in my place as Guardian. As keeper of the Unknowing souls. The souls that know not what to do with life. I took a long look at the falling sunset, took in a breath of air and watched, as it went down showing it's last rays of light.
I saw the sliver strand of light leave my sight and once it did the whole sky went black and the stars popped out into their places. I looked upon them and gazed with wonder. But then I lowered my head to the once great horizon and saw....A Tidal Wave of Destruction....
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This one originated from the song, "Anarchy" from the band KMFDM. I have added to it...
Trapped under ice,
Comfterably cold,
I've gone as low as you can go.
Feel no remorse,
No sense of shame,
Time is going to wahs away all pain.
I made a God out of Blood,
Not superiority.
I killed the king of deceit.
Wake me up in times of peace.
Viel approach,
In vain do I try,
To se things right with hate to defy.
Filth in the world,
Peace hidden withing,
Without a choice I'm prone to sin.
Formidable enemies,
Secret weapons disguised,
The whole world has given up and shamefully died.
With finesse as their aid,
They travel by night,
Filleting those who put up a fight.
In hordes do they swarm,
Destroying all bliss,
Bringing upon the Apocalypse.
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